Friday, April 4, 2014

Problem

My dad was messing with me to work for him being born at 1950 and messed with my future daughter.. bad. He does things to death. He demonstrated something bad and made me wanna offer him a threat if possible. Who all gets away with shit?!
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Sad

I was upset and stared @ someone like my dad did when she wasn't looking. I wanted to leave, but I'm wanted to stay. My room says Miami Beach. I'm large. Sorry if you know I was talking to you. Bye!
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Thursday, April 3, 2014

Solution

Ellen can pick up the scraps/Scrappy.
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Fixed

I texted my mom if I could wait and volunteer later and just ice skate. In the summer, privately, like $70/hour? Maybe, I'd be placed in a group after.
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Problem

I think my body is too heavy for walking as much now. I am always tired, really. I wanna take private ice skating. I work out my upper body about 6 minutes a day. It's also tiring. I am eating better and doing chores. I am thinner but still. I can do the skating in the summer, at least, but also volunteer maybe..
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TV

I watched like 1/2 of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this morning.
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Monday, March 31, 2014

Popularity Dreams..

As far as personality what did Ellen do to deserve to be so popular and me not at. All even if I believe I am already?
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Harmless Message

I know if people treated Ellen like me, she'd be insane.
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Monday, March 24, 2014

Promised

Did you know I was promised more than the average and not to be a degenerate racially sidekick, for public eye? Can't you admit the potential all know I hold?
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Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Eat Yourself

Ellen can eat herself up over my shit life I see. She parents teens.
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Glitches

I used to post glitches on the Burton board. Cuz they were to confuse him if he sees me online like or something.
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Not Nice

I'm like sitting here wondering. And it isn't nice. Doesn't bother me.
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Misunderstandings

I don't understand why but my iPod volume doesn't beep.

Also, I am being picked at for my subtle jokes for no reason.

I think Ellen started the clicks in my room that got me mad. When I watched the show. Fact. Someone did. Sorry to talk @ you like this.
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Set up as Shit

You just set me up and lie @ me. Yet, I am there as shit for your convenience and needs.
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Curse You

Not really?

Orlando is mean to me.
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Getting Mad

People are getting at me for being a fan of someone but themselves seem encouraged more.
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Opinion

Ellen doesn't realize how much pressure is put on some people to mess up cuz they're not popular by being gay. I just noticed, it's quite inconvenient.
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Thursday, March 13, 2014

Hard Know Life

Tim Burton makes it hard to lose weight.

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My mom also distracts me with important things.
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Why do ppl get so mad at me when I get mad by a lot of stress and attacking? Like if I hit or throw something!
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My mom also distracts me with important things.
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They do not pass Go, do not collect $200.
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My mom also distracts me with important things.
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My mom also distracts me with important things.
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I was sending advice and happy things. Saying like I hope it's okay I sent this. I think..
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I already made lots of apologies and asked them to talk to me but stopped talking to them. I thought they didn't want to be in my life. Is this some kind of a joke? I get bored or used to.
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There are ticking noises in my therapist's office.

No one should be mad at me for spam. What do you think I am, shit?
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Wednesday, March 12, 2014

I don't have to care @ any of you cuz you choze to make a scene and not listen to me.
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Suggestive Crap

These people outside are all treating me like I'm not white to them.. Specific things.

Also, I got a message of hate from Tim Burton that his son ^has^ to be better.
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Plotting Against Me

So, now, I am friends with a fan of Sarah Brightman, so I see her when I go to the site, but someone posted something .. a murdered person who is dark and thin with tape over parts of his body, looks non-American. :( It really threw me off cuz I am not gonna play I'm not good racially for mean people. And the person I am friends with happens to be from Indonesia.
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Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Someone has made my eardrum thump or pulled with noise.

I care @ older people but not younger people.
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No one cares @ people born in 1953.
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How rude is it to call me an invalid after being unwantedly locked up for a few years?

Also, I got another stupid message @ like me with my mom and her age, which she won't tell. You're just fighting with me and wasting my time.
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Consider this.

You aren't perfect all the time technically. That's reality.
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Sometimes, I get so irritated I don't wanna fight it. I don't wanna believe loved ones are actually plotting against me.
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Sunday, March 9, 2014

Problem

My dad keeps moving @ to be sed******. He is annoying. He's thinking of people I are @.
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Friday, March 7, 2014

Sorry I regret some of what I said. I should retire in a stupor.
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Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Funny

Ellen is sassy compared to her elders
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If I was good didn't deserve anything.
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Funny

It doesn't matter if Ellen ticks me the wrong way.
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My dad in Orlando always has shit for me.
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Why am I not meeting others? Might be in the business soon, though-
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Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Silly Italians

Bella Thorne and Portia are silly Italians. Bella likes to present her eyes as so dark and open her mouth wide and glow in your face. Tilts her head. Bossy. Abandons you when she can.
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Her baby pic showed a green outfit, that that year actually happened to be the 1! I can feel the SE Floridian vibes.
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You just need more people, like I already said. I want to meet people. Not ready, obv.
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So

So how does Bella feel @ her self-claim? I've done some thinking.
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Hey

I'm looking for some friends.
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Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.

I imagined an explosion and a ball, just for entertainment at dinner. I think I was by a crowd with a German girl. It was bound to come out in that way.
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Wrong time for parade, no Tinkerbell tonight.
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So

I want to see Sarah Brightman again for my birthday, I'll be 28- Not that old.
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Beauceaux people in Mardi Gras and NO clothes have permiated the perimeter here @ Disney World. Happy Mardi Gras!
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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.
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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.
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Test
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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.
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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.
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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.
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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.
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My do I have an ab ache?
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I Thought

I thought I did something for Bella. Maybe, she likes you.
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Not much to do on Twitter.
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Sunday, March 2, 2014

I'm home.
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Beat a Chinese to win all.
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But I don't need to always be hugging nor even with someone. Why fight? Figure oit a solution. Talk.
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Some people weren't made to be ^beat^
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Saturday, March 1, 2014

Retracting
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Jusr saw

Son of God

Large icee

Traditionally do not need much soda pop..
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Sorry

I'm personally so upset. Getting better.
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Y

Does she keep telling people to hurt me?

Also, my dad thinks that's okay and to ruin my relationships in life. He just made it feel like he was touching something.. never did that.
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Y

does Ellen like to ruin stuff all the time? Like getting out messages that disturb others that spread like wildfire or seen in front of many? It's okay to hurt?
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Wanna go to Africa later.

Might go where relatives live for college.
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Singing if I still have my scholarship.
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I have to pick a major.
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Don't want singing @ Loyola..
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Friday, February 28, 2014

You don't encourage ppl to be more attractive in general. Like younger ppl, "kids."
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Thursday, February 27, 2014

Wasn't sure if I was a child @ 15.
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TV

Hope to catch up on Ellen some.
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TV

Hope to catch up on Ellen some.
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Think at least 2 vids of me singing, rturned off computer.
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Think at least 2 vids of me singing, rturned off computer.
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Think at least 2 vids of me singing, rturned off computer.
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Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Gonna try the whole workout DVD tonight.
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Gonna try the whole workout DVD tonight.
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Gonna try the whole workout DVD tonight.
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Problem

Why does Ellen go in and laugh hysterically if I feel like I'm gonna fall over from the stuff she does. She doesn't want us to even imagine her liking us. Don't even have kids after 1985.
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Problem

My dad joked @ ELlen joking @ me!!
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Problem

My dad joked @ ELlen joking @ me!!
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It's hard for me to ignore my dad swinging his arms in that area.
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There's also something he might repeat later cuz I did somerting.
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My dad won't stop irritating me. He thinks he can punish me. Etc.
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My dad is on @ the future daughter thing.
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My dad os acting emitional to me and ewnt stop cuza sarahj brightman. ':(
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Well, they did it in a possessive way, my neighboers tackily pretendint they have my future daighter. Bc od Ellenb$
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Jogging each day
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Monday, February 24, 2014

Jogging each day
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So

Posted @ the Carpenter board
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Jogging each day
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I gort all the food easily in Heads Up in the support group!
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Sunday, February 23, 2014

Can a dad tell a mom not to do something nice, even, for the kid?
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Saturday, February 22, 2014

Just getting threats and having a bad life.
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People won't be nice. They think I'm guilty.
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How dare you all. Not me, you.
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So

Ellen hopes others are more like her.
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You listen to others.
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You all keep judging my past.. Make people wanna k*** me.
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So

Why is everything Sarah Brightman now? Is she so precious she believes she has to k*** me?
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A car almost ran over me.
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I got the message not to dare say I'm the same in a weird way. That's taking away my life. I am a success suppressed..
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All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.
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Anyone who does anything for my old friends for me e-mailing them when they don't respond is a bad guy.
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All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.
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All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.
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So

Ellen is spoiling just Bella.
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So

Well, I am happy for Bella. :). She looks so contnented and stuff. Ellen is prob mad @ me some, too.
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Friday, February 21, 2014

BUT

What happens to us?
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As far as life goes

Ellen has to care @ herself being famous--
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Suddenly ppl r crazy @ me stomping my foot or someone doesn't like me.
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So

Is Ellen opposite online? Someone out to get us outside of the show?
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Do you fall in love w/ppl or just generations?
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I sit alone in front.
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Who did this to us?
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I sit alone in front.
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Question

Is Ellen more tired of me as a person than Bella for good?? They let Bella do what she wants and then give her what I deserve.

Also, my dad doesn't care @ any of my feelings and acts like he's telling me something when uninvited and wants to pretend to save me. I am not an airhead of a Barrett-Barber. I feel I am being told I'm something I shouldn't be.
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Test
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I sit alone in front.
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I sit alone in front.
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I sit alone in front.
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I saw Pompeii with my dad.
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The worst part of the day was my passing thought at a peak of violence in a bubbly symbolly way.
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I feel so tired I might die. Not like sleepy tired. I just feel that borderline feel. Every once in awhile it comes. I need rest. Too much alert reaction etc. Like me not feeling in the groove.. My mom wants me to volunteer. Then, I can make money in something that fits, part time. My mom thinks I'm set needing medicine.
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How much secret attention or time does a mixed race offspring get from its own dad?
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How do you feel @ the idea that only people with white hair would converse? I was thinking of Ellen looking around feeling the right thing bc of only 1 shade of hair and eye color. I felt discouraged to be anything okay.. I must have been dead in the head. I had brown hair that looked a bit black/gray and deep blue eyes. It got lighter and lighter. Suddenly, I saw black hair and light skin. I am from S FL so that way.. been up north. Looked more Chinese. Just no squinted eyes and a normal nose but small.
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Why can't we get into it and talk online and find her biggest fans. I think something like you knowing her is the biggest possible secret prize. Whoever displays the best affection. You can use the forum I set up. I am in charge and can create things. Like different topics and groups.
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A Response

Someone said there's no more Ellen for them cuza me not cuza Ellen. I even said I wouldn't talk to her as in I don't have to and won't necessarily just post @ her pretty much like Lily Rose Depp and others on Twitter. They make their mark in the world at least but once and that's it! :| but they did it and weren't treated like this.

It's a bit tacky for a 7 year old to oust a 27 year old from an older person who has talked to them.

I feel like exploding in my pants from having to respond to what I hear. Like teenage girls mainly. Not sure what else. It's also hard to sit. Someone did mess with me where I shut my eyes and looked almost like she was sleeping so I kept looking.

A boy walking around with keys. This may come and go. People are going crazy @ thinking Ellen wants them to be mean to me for now. It seems Ellen works with the idea me liking her at all or rather so much is a joke.
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Addicted?

Ellen is a public poster and it's fun when I get tired to go on Twitter. No one ever told me personally Ellen is better than me.

Do these teens think they will succeed getting away with being mean - though some don't get what's due. They think Ellen said so. What babies! People were trying to blow me up. That can't be good for me. What crowd is this? The good people are not at the mall? I can't seem to think I do anything cuza being followed. Another annoying noise. What if I hurt their precious personal rules?? Someone also dug into stimulation of me and to publicly display something like I'm the joke. My mom gets in the way. These noises keep bothering me. It is mean of whoever wants Ellen mad for checking her public Tweets. Am I not invited to the party and am not in any crowd? No, I am in a crowd. Is Ellen? Other than the joke of with the famous people? Ellen has to learn how to lock up groups to talk to. You know in my mall they started chargers. It just distresses me that people complain @ it. Supposedly me as a private Twitter follower since Ellen can find me is something to be made fun of. Like they know how to pleasure her but flop by since she's not talking to them.
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Problem

People are funning that Ellen can want to get rid of me as a fan and break my phone so I can't Tweet pix nor upgrade to a phone with Twitter I like.

Also people are trying to channel me with hypnotic nonsense of jingling and swinging.
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It seems there'd be a way to stop or maybe it's their int'r'st.
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Why are the people doing the experiment actually busy getting back at me all the time? Doesn't that hurt my feelings. And these people in public can't always be cutting lose on me. If something happens also should not ruin my life. Very irritated bc I was mad and dropped my steady camera then my cell cam malfunctions bc I was picked at!!
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I've cooled off but see challenges lie ahead. I'm a medicine head.
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Ever consider how comfortable others are? How they are made to feel that way?
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I see you can't communicate normally to help me feel better - if someone is on your nerves you get away with what you do in response. Guess you think you're making me feel better. Or preventing me from trouble. Well.. I wasn't with these problems earlier in life.
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My aunt's bothering my life again being suggestive w/messages. She should not be in my life like that. After all I did for her.
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Problem

Ellen, I don't lay around and let the bad things happen to me.
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I was upset. It's not that bad. Just admit it, you're wrong. I chose it was right partly but was upset. YOU ALL ARE IRRITATING ME sneaking up on me. It seems it's beginning to arouse me.

Someone here just sent me a threat and it will irritate me!
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This is my life and I officially stomp in public. You have no say over me. I can report my case with a lawyer, about these suggestive messages.
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Suggestion

Why did you base something on me stomping at some guy bothering me? You think you are parodying my onlooking. I don't want my aunt in my life like that. It was something big for someone..
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WPB is more dangerous than Palm Coast?
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What @ the other Floridians? I guess I have more in common with Ellen in 1 way.. :S So, what's it like~ You seem more advanced and fair.. Like yea Bella. It's always sad to leave, the story of my life.. :( The whole time in Louisiana in fact! Not like the Jacksonville part, I think. There, I figured something out. ...
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Well

What was wrong with Bella with the way she was? That's a topic in my forum. The idea has been growing on me, so-to-speak. I don't mean something bad, more @ something else-
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A Nuisance

My dad now makes suggestions to Ellen. Why do we have to be careful so about him?
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Why do people come up to me in the dark like I'm in trouble? I haven't done anything I know of..
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Thursday, February 20, 2014

@ Me

I used to stomp and toss things on the floor @ home, just a passing. I didn't have to m.. to be proppah.
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So, what @ how I can't trust anyone? Those kids were so wild all day and antsy and outgoing at the same time.. I might forget how to control myself. I did walk away. That's my belief of a plan.
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Message?

My temper does not make me trash. I have nothing, in a way.. I am not considered even a dependent. No one cares @ my physical needs.. So.. what, just mum? :(
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I found my reactions hurt others.
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There's still people @ hurting us.
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I don't look forward to the ride home. Tired from a long time ago.
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I saw a Spanish maybe person in a wheelchair who had shorter curly hair, thin and well-kept with others who looked like Karen Carpenter and was able to look like a young boy. It was on the yeti ride. I screamed. She noticed me. I sincerely miss her. I do not know why she was handicapped or in the wheelchair..
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Meds

The doctor said what I do is okay. Tomorrow is another day. YES IT IS! LIAR! :)
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Well, I did it.

I stomped the ferryboat like all those little brat kids! This elderly guy in charge wouldn't leave me alone with secret messages that could hurt others, I turned to look and he was walking, think he was protecting me. I had sneered, thought he was some younger guy.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/

Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.

I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.

What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.

I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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My long right toe was twitching so I had to pull off my sock. Yes, it's painted. I used the other foot on the cars. I also feel tired, very thirsty.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/

Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.

I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.

What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.

I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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Well

Might be silly to talk @ Bella but people don't know her.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/

Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.

I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.

What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.

I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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I can have a half travel show.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/

Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.

I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.

What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.

I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/

Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.

I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.

What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.

I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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There is a good way..
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Interesting Topic

Did my dad try to stimulate Ellen DeGeneres? That's also tacky. They think she's leaked..

It's just for his pleasure against kids.
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You don't treat kids like this. Get off mah ass!
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My dad and others I see.. My dad is being a real problem. My life is not @ him and/or not in this way.
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Problems

He's just going thru shit. No one will leave me alone.
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My dad is abxolutely wrong.m..m
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Some old people bothered me and I dropped my notebook. I saw what happened. I'm going.
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More

Now, he said "lovely." Some bitch is messing w/me etc. For thinking of the word "nigger."
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Problem

My dad spilled paint in my room and now said "but." He's the 1 under the wing in a way. I am an independent soul, I mean.
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Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is rare and therefore sought after.
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Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Like, I'm ready to have fun and then my parents don't do anything.
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I'm the 1 stuck with these parents. They don't presenrt themselves, like Tshirts.. Wut ever could be wrong?
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Pm post from b4
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Thinking of 1995 and Pure Moods where I was the 1.
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I'm fed up w/people knowing @ my mistakes. I can't really take this brutality towrad future kids..
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Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Those kids don't even know how older kids of the generation get by.
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It's nice to include evertone..
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It seems like most of the world came to creed that it's @ kids 40 years younger than Ellen DeGeneres.
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Again

There are people out here bothering me.
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So why joke Ellen is younger and we need to go all over her suffering old age? Probably $ost people wanna look young.
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Why when thinking of an older person with affection does some screaming *beep* come in?
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They're trying to untherapiZe me. Like to not feel a reaction to the world.
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Upset

Mad @ Ellen - ppl I know already..

Is Ellen making up rules like Depp to be ***y and is a younger generation? Thern she should listen to what Oi sat - why should anyone listen to her
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Should I just forget anyone in this world?
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I thought my friends said they were fine. Guess they have more personal problems than me. :). I am in the style of a teen.
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I guess African Americans don't like Asians fighting for weird Asian stuff.
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I told my mom she kept irritating me. I don't know exactly how much I care for Curly Burton. What am I waiting to see from him? Just that, not saying I am too talented.
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She keeps rubbing that lie in.
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My aunt said "much too young" when she was mad.
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My mom is trying to stimulate me by keep being mean. I don't need anyone.
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My mom won't stop irritating me.
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I don't want my dad in my *** life.

Yoi don't even know what you're pretending.

I hears the stimulation supposewdly I like is from mu dad ultimately.
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Sunday, February 16, 2014

My dad threatened somethinjg p@@ my dsaughter @ 26. He csan't control me.
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Friday, February 14, 2014

Question

Why spoil Ellen and act so ouitlandishly dramatic @ her?
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Why should I listen to my parents? They just fool @ and act like I'm in trouble.
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Wow the moon tonight.
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Wow the moon tonight.
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Why do you think hating on me makes you ike Ellen?
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Wut did I do to be put on a show as worse than Ellen as a person so much? The n word thing not my fault.. and the cursing which everyone does and I was attacked. Still am I feel sometimes. I am not stopping you from Ellen! I said we could negotiate but you still just keep going wild and being blunt.
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Aren't I right there are other things to do than stimulate Ellen? To look for what I said to pretend twist it against me?
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Thursday, February 13, 2014

You let girls who are independent and born @ 1960 have ab attitude and are suggesting and arousing to everyone else.
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You like other white people with dark hair.

Also, you're still a person if you have a young-looking mom-I'm not a crack baby person..
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Almos Die'

Had spicy chicken, black beans, yelllow rice
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Wut @ medium hair.
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Lotta people scorn my partly or mostly dark hair my parents fault apparently.. I did post when I found blondes as ideas you can see. Like want me with a big dark lady and though I am kinda with Ellen just~say that when I said I was interested in figuring things of this nature out. I see Ellen is better and I'm technically gotten worse..
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What I Did

Went on Space Mountain 3 times.. Ellen... Test Track, yes Spaceship Earth, will talk more @ home.. Well, Space Mountain is so fun. The only ride of its kind. ..
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My Dad

My dad was the 1 who thinks I'm nothing different than him and worthless. I was trying to relate to him friendly like his fam-
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Something came up.

I said Ellen is annoying tomyself @ others bc she can ^have things^ I was supposed to have. Like a fair shot @ adult life. It's not enough to mentally slice me out of things like college.
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I don't have those friends to keep me in as line. I am busy as hell on this.
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Some1 gave me the idea to remind me.. Me as 23 is too old for a good life.

Also, something from the 80s comes up and it's @ people complaining so I'll just leave.

Do you get the feeling my parents manipulated my life to doom? Also, they favor Late Boomers.. They like stimulation from like guys born in 1950. Things I do not see that exist even.
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My legs are quite tired. Trying to lie down well on a poll, now.
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Wow

Hi ellen nice disney ride..I sat in baclk on thr side.

Sorry @ this morning guys just slipped me, I didn't go away from the computer and it wasn't illegal..thought maybe I'd learn a new way to not get as mad, not much luck as I don't get to be that excited that I'd get into a deep conversation and pound something dramatically.. Not fun.
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Not dying my hair, turning strawberry-
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H mansion stoppd 3 tinmes
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H mansion stoppd 3 tinmes
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And sorry @ thios morning.
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Well we can include my dad but he already is who he is..
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Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I don't go by some trash feeling, I've said what I've said.
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My mom wants me like my dad in a bad way and get over me.
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Why does shit seep out cuza the n word thing with Nell Burton? What did I do?
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Wut It Is

It's the fact you think I'm shit. It's not cuz I rank Ellen higher but that I'm being overcome. You might hurt Bella. I am here each day @ some trash from the past. Things aren't for me. I'm ready for some action.
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Well

Ellen is fun, but she kinda seems to set me back insofar as she'd think I could not handle kids and other things. I find it something people have detected @ me and it's ruined my life.
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I know

You did the Kate Bush thing for a reason. You think I wanna be close. Well not if it's @ Ellen and Bella and maybe not anyway to anyone. Well maybe kids!~
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Just started to remind to slow down when I decide to post something controversial. Look, I am not shit! My parents didn't always take good care of me and my life!
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Question

Uptight to me cuza my bella with ellen.. Talk @ it?? I can't help you if not. Your idea is Ellen disses me and not you.
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Monday, February 10, 2014

I'm a normal native loking for friends. Not perfect physically.
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Why would a baby inheret their parents' bad side?
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Concluded rapport I am worthless from birth. Sounds like I'm pleading? It seemed important today.
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Unicorn Unicorn

Slongevity
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So

R good famous ppl's kids more special suddenly too bc of Tim Burton??
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Tim Burton is why we bow to Ellen and not just be nornal
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There was a boy who ended uip sending secret messages, probably didn't wanna mix his Italian.
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Little glass pebbles as cars
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Little glass pebbles as cars
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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Little glass pebbles as cars
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What @ a rocket ship, red?
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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Little glass pebbles as cars
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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I don't believe me flowering my dorm was in any way rebellious.
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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Pinterest on the blog menu side..
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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At my birthday @ 5 I got my 1 magic party. My fav color I saw was orange and pink.
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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Port Orlando

A place bw places.
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Orlando has intellectual work to do.
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What are you on now? The next customer? (Or boss?)
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Today..

We had an easy job worksheet and the lady was directly suggestive to get help from parents after assigned and I asked like mad. :(
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Am I

Am I always on that I am too old of paretntal generation like tacky for Ellen and her kids'.. Like my smiling @ my mistakes like it's funny? That has to not be an issue, what is wrong with my life. For ppl that age.
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If

If you don't feel right for Ellen but want to talk it out.
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Do you ever feel you're not good enough for someone cuz you can't do that the other way around.
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That Kate Bush noise made my double chin dangerously big - hope I didn't lose a workout DVD.
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Sunday, February 9, 2014

My fav juice now.. Tropicana tropical

And I hear them laugh
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And what they do doesn't say anything.
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Theory

You think if Bella means something I'm shit/trash?
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My fav juice now.. Tropicana tropical

And I hear them laugh
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They are stimulating me with being suggestively mean.
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Why are ppl dissing me being born @ @ Ft Lauderdale hospital?? It's like Ellen from the outskirts..
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No one cares @ me.
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Something Stupid

My juice was left out.
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So how am I mean and not smooth, like a smooth mover? Like psychologically.
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Just mused.
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I want to be a music ed major with singing. I am intrrested in grad school$ what @ ballet?
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Guess I should wait to try out @ Disney to be in the night parade until I am much more thinner.. Have to change what I plan foe this week.
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Question

If Ellen is mean wst y iz that okay for her but I just post wut happened.
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Saturday, February 8, 2014

Was direct and nonsensical and selfish.
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More

Another Elllen thing @ my future daughter poss.
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Ellen ^did something^ or "popped up" again.
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Friday, February 7, 2014

You have no right to be upset, tho, and my dad sneakily did it.
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Over the movie, will pray for the kids @ the end. :( I looked back, saw adults.
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Why did things just changew? What's wrong wme all a sudden? I even saw ppl don't like good ppl. From b4
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A Twitter update- hope this doesn't exactly mean top involve my dad in a bad way.
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Agraid of everything
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I'm not walkin @ like a perv.
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I'm not even the 1 imposing my race-in a bad way too.
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People keep saying I'm not a person as in human like a live bug or something and that nothing I do means anything for now.
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Issues

Pretty soon the US will be all white.

I keep getting delayed insults from Ellen who everyone likes the way she treats "others."
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There was more shit in the Lego mov ie. How is that ok for a second? You all are shit. Apparently, that's what's. Gonna happen cuz you won't stop irritating me for no good reason. Why don't you just move on with all your lives?

I grabbed my empty water bottles after the show. Hope it didn't "ruin" it..
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In the toilet

Wuz I gonna die? I had a craving for juice last night and a mango gelato at Disney.

LOL!!
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-I- provide "it!!!"
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I am not from a farm. I would like to be, but it's too late. So, I dunno, anyway.
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You all know wut u really r.
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People think I am a jealousy racial issue. What stupid ppl in the world.
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Stop hurting me as a kid. I am not a little ball of hating fat.
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I guess you think I'm shit.
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So

Ellen has a mad problem. No, that is not a mean thing to say. I an an adult, and no one gave a *beep* @ me.
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Ppl proud to stimulate
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Ppl proud to stimulate
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Ppl proud to stimulate
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My las post
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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Problem

The messages won't stop. Ellen is not rich.
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I was thinking of apologizing but was mad.
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TV

Got to watch some of Ellen, like up to 30 min.
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Problem

Ellen's being a pervert with my life again.
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Thursday, February 6, 2014

On Again

Ellen - whut if I said ma'm
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Do things you like more, like in the arts.
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What if someone planned some of these things?
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A tan man coughed right in my face a few times as we walked by. Before someone behind. People are not leaving me alone.
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Issue

All you people are outlandish bc of Tim Burton, and I could get you sooner or later. You're all just flop bop bu dee bop!
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I had to move back.
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A lady justhit me in the left eye w/the parade rope and stroller. A guy with a girl saw!
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So, forget my dad? He rubbed it in it seemed.
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I did say sorry for being weird. Ho hum.. Sleeping.. :(
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Someone made the merrygoround too long to start. Like over 5 minutes.
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People so racist ro ME
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Ppl r messinf that their kids r in trouble bc of me to stimulate me
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People keep bumping me.
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Problem

Looking online.. Wut???? Why did Ellen get my dads ruined in an accident? I was hysterical with.no outlet.
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So who's respomsible?
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20 minutes

N wut of this mebbe it doesn't matter.
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People won't stop bothering me..
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Was I given a message to guess? You havin' fun?
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Was I given a message to guess? You havin' fun?
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Shulda stayed home nmappinh
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Shulda stayed home nmappinh
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Sorry to everyone I was mean to, was in too much turmoil.
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Smiled @ whole time - Space Mountain

Alone, different way opened
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Propb

Ellen made people "finally" admit "who I was.". I'm really mad.
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Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Frosted bun
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Frosted bun
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Frosted bun
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Did youvknoe later I'm shgoopopign @ wholefoods
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Did youvknoe later I'm shgoopopign @ wholefoods
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Wah

Why are you all so goody good like Depp and Burton?
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Question

How do you feel @ Johnny Depp and Ellen DeGeneres showcasing today's world of the South?
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Just got here late. Hungry and tired. Eager to nap and clean moe.
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Issue

Carpenter children think we called them sinners or not good enough. That proves they are defensive over dad.
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I'm excited @ my hair dying soon.. Have that wig. A medium light golden blonde. It was light honey before. I wonder how this will go and how the wig will do. I washed the 1 I have last night.
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I was upset @ my dad bc he acted like his car accident was cuz when I started watching Ellen again and honestly just in fun said she shit shit at nice people.. Why he wrecked himself in a car accident.
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Monday, February 3, 2014

Stop acting like I'm bad!
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Stop acting like I'm bad!
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Stop acting like I'm bad!
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B4 I Go

I willl add I'll try to not curse but that I could, which is a temporary queller.
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I'm having problems in the group.
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B4 I Go

I willl add I'll try to not curse but that I could, which is a temporary queller.
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The people in charge think we are not well.
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B4 I Go

I willl add I'll try to not curse but that I could, which is a temporary queller.
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B4 I Go

I willl add I'll try to not curse but that I could, which is a temporary queller.
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What if I died? What kind of life?
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Problem

Arrest Ellen I didn't do anything - she is hurting me! Stop! You are boring often and taxing and waste my time on shit. I am not shit.
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I care..

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Wah

Who cares @ Rich Carpenter if he's really unwilling to make himself known?? I feel sorry @ that..
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Some d*** is dissing me and my beautiful hair!!!!
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Didn't hit anything but almost broke the table and car like..

Ellen you (shit) or are too racist too much to be like my mom.
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Problem

Ellen is making me feel bad by ***ing up my mom.
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Problem

If you don't stop testing me @ Ellen giving me attention all the time I don't demand..
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I don't need to color my hair.
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Problem

I keep being attacked. Ellen said something not true and I said so. So what?!!
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Problem

Ellen I am sane, not my parents. This is trash.
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Problem

My mom took long to come out..
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Saturday, February 1, 2014

Dead phone
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Dead phone
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We lost the show?

Why is Ellen mean to me mostly?..
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Some of you are weird, and things come up and I wasn't being upset. I just know Ellen has nothing to talk about but other people's shit?? I can't communicate successfully with anyone cuza her fame game.
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I am upset at some people for things.. Just to start w/everyone in my own way.. was wondering no one really luvs me. Even if I were to forget saying you hurt me I realized Ellen DeGeneres in the background sacrificing her life to tell me I'm shit.
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Issue?

Ellen does not listen to some in FL.. The positive morphs into something outlandish and negative with her and us.. It's okay, but my life is really trashy but getting better-
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Friday, January 31, 2014

Old post was plies
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Do you know how many ways there are to do a plie?????
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When words meant what they said.
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There's more to life than being regimental with your children.
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Was an old post.
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Do you know how many ways there are to do a plie?????
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Thursday, January 30, 2014

Do you know how many ways there are to do a plie?????
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Do you know how many ways there are to do a plie?????
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Do you know how many ways there are to do a plie?????
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Composer of dance
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Composer of dance
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The point of doing stupid things in ballet?
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No one like ever cares if I'm ever right cuza race.
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I feel like a servant watching this parade - something peculiar @ it.
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Issue

Ginny is the desperate 1. If she is sending these original offenses.
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Time 2 Sing
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Finished

Old Key West-
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Pizza @ Rainforest Cafe
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Listening to Ballet

Why do people in offbeat traditions try to destroy the big things like ballet? Like act like they are better, like they fixed some thing that was wrong?
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Sorry I was woken up and felt crazy. Guess I'll just go along.
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Wednesday, January 29, 2014

You pretend I have hidden desires in ^coming out^.
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Why are my relatives now on top of me, certain 1s? What did I do??
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These people all treat me like I'm insuperior racially and want me to feel m..
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So

Who is Ellen waiting for? No one cares @ having a funny feeling for her mom cuz she's torturing someone who's nice. YOU CAN'T DO THAT. You made your mom mean for me.. I didn't mean anything bad. HA!
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Problem

Ellen was mean 1st. Stop suggesting things you liar to others who are nice to me.
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A bald guy like my dad's dad was in there and said nigger.. get Ellen to stop. I don't take yo jokes! DID YA HEAR!! No, I don't mean literally. Go m.. Chloe Moretz who wants it. Stop telling me farmers are shit, you hick or whatever!
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This lady came in and thinks I need a lesson. No, others were mean to me, 1st.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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Tuesday, January 28, 2014

There's a guy being mean to me.
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My mom is being as ridiculous to threaten my future daughter generationwise. 911
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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My mom is driving funnily.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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I'll try to ignore ppl, but they hurt me it seems.
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So

This is a big thing, someone is flailing @ all over my life. Supposedly people are preplotting thru others to hurt me. They can be wrong.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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Problem

There's a guy shaking that Ellen put there!!
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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O No

Sorry to that lady who made me think of a word.
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Do you realize how crappy it can make you to be like illegally mean to me?
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What if I don't agree I need medication? What if I acquired a disorder?
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This group is pointless. They should have things written before.
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Problem

Ellen is messing with my next group!! Via my mom!
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Monday, January 27, 2014

Old post
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The leaders treat us like we are stupid.
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What Got Me Mad

I'm big on being active and I land in a support group.
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Look next to me-

Do you prefer king size or-
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Problem

I will not listen to Ellen thinking she can influence my time here.
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Even not encountering with my mom I'd be upset. This shit is always bc of Tim Burton. I will suggest it @ Johnny Depp today if I get a chance. These people are not very sharp. I think I lost for now the paper painting my room. I'm an adult. These people are nothing to me.
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So

So you gonna get mad at "Miss" Ellen for suggesting something, too?
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What's this, stupid shit. Orlando.
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That lady is so mad she wants to kill me. I'm sitting turned aside. I'm listening to music. These shit people think.. Someone told me they could hear my music. Guess that's how the van drivers heard?? No one told me, of course.
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These people here are so annoying. Stop trying to speak to me. Leave me alone! Ya'll are gay and stupid.
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Wonder Wut

I wonder what Tim Burton did this time! Orlando also! What perverts! I was the piano recital type!! You selfish beasts! YOU ALL RUINED THE WORLD!
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You all think there was something wrong with her as an excuse but are wrong - drunkards!!
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You would never put Orla Fallon with these stupid people. You're so drunk you think I was the 1 who was just shit.
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I feel like I just keep getting upset and that it makes people think I messed up and what would fix my mood is not things like taking time to go to these groups. The auditions were bad enough it seems. Lots of people keep going back. It's things like happening to instead pay for something like ballet or who knows what activity. I thought bad things but didn't tell you.
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OK I should have known my mood was bad.. problems with my mom and anger. I didn't say anything.
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There are pix of other races and 1 with mixed race looks a little black.
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I'm tired of coming home and having to m.. For you every night you sicko!

These groups are stupid shit, too. I wanna have fun. I don't wanna be involved over the next months.
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Those ladies are never no better! The ones in charge. No older adults.
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You guys made me agitated. Why don't you just figure out what is okay or not? You don't know. Stop saying I am like a person with a problem someone else I work with has!! STUPID.
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Finally here can leave my mom. What if I couldn't sometime?? This group is shit.
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The girls with down syndrome are not that nice. The group is stupid.
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My therapist should be a student in this group. So should Ellen. I don't wanna go to your shit group. BYE.
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STOP you are the 1 who is not safe @ down syndrome.
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Those girls with down syndrome - no I am not into the kind of thing.
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Problems

Ellen is a liar, maybe, the experimenters think I don't deserve my own mom and our relationship is not right. I'm going to a group my therapist said to attend til May.. Don't like the people..
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My mom won't stop being mean in how she acts.
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Thursday, January 23, 2014

What if I did ballet and gymnastics? That's for the reeally quiet type!
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Doesn't the fate of the ^19-year-olds^ rest on you so I can go @ this life?
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Well

I admit I'm fat, but do you have to blame me or was it meant to be that way?
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Well, I just saw some nice bigger girls come out.

I also realized right away the experiment against me performing.
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Everyone @ Disney knows I have "it."
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Shouldn't ballet dancers have tendered grayish honey hair??
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What color should my hair be and what should a gymnast appear to be? I also love ballet, dancing to music. I'd rather not be fat. I wanna be athletic and not do soccer professionally. I respect its offerings but everything is too much.. I like playing sports with friends I don't have.
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I'm dead, anyway!!
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Is it gay to ice skate today? It is for up to age 18-ish.. I got scared of gymnastics after from 1 3/4 to turning 9. What have you found out?? That's what I picked up..
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Question

Does Ellen want prestige for herself or someone else-

And what of the fact of how I didn't make it but am better off attractively, no offense to any one..
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It appears your secret wish to disclude me had to come true, just disclude me.
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So, life is @ the right to think @ something professionally and be talented privately/personally. Why do you support the Mother of God freaks of nature? LOL

I obviously like to just lower myself in life and have fun like minimum wage workers.
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So, how is Tinkerbell @ Disney World/Land a dancing-interest role.. What @ multi-talented people who did not compete at a dance school?? I just did some ballet I could take.
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It's funny when people judge you by popularity and worth without talking to you. You know there is no such thing. Life is intellectual. I know I made sacrifices for others's mistakes.
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They got serious dainty, thin and short girls.
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I kept acting like I didn't wanna make it.
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If a bad and good person say or do the same bad thing, I would put the hatred on the bad 1 more. Most people are the opposite.
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Auditions

I wasn't quite able to make it. My face is too fat.
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Saturday, January 18, 2014

I was wondering if a person was sent to suggest my dad should be colored but Latino.
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Tall People

are thin cuz they got a lot to do.
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Issue

Most people think I'm fine. Not Ellen, Depp, it seemed.. Ginny thinks she's better..
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How am I an annoying personality? I talk a lot.
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Ate a hot dog last night, put me to bed.
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Should I wear my hat?? I don't look good with no hair..
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Well, folks.

I realize that I have a lot of exercise to do.. auditions this Thursday. I have to keep it up to look normal- What is going on with ya'll? =]

=[ I got upset again and like a bot curse words came. I didn't want them to.. =I
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Dream

I was kissing Ellen's feet and asking if she was actually okay @ something or just in general, like I felt she was a bot from Futurama. :( Anyway, her mom's lastname as Jewish, they are Caucasian. She didn't know! She was alone on a bench.
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A girl just biked past and acted like I wasn't good, but she's younger and looks accepted, comfortable, and very pleased and happy about herself..
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Why does it hurt you so much to admit I'm so white?
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Friday, January 17, 2014

Problems a Lot

Ellen laughed and mocked someone at the Golden Globes and needs my dad in a writing job for no good reason. Ellen, I don't care, but my dad is also annoying me and it makes me uncomfortable. It's getting worse. Why should I care @ these people? Why are they nice. To everyone else?
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Cold again..
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Thursday, January 16, 2014

If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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Saturday, January 11, 2014

So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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Thursday, January 9, 2014

Question

Why aren't Richard Carpenter's kids like exactly like he was? It seems from the mom.
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Tuesday, January 7, 2014

My life of caring for me as a young person totally ended with Tim Burton, who I like a lot.
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Well..

.My dad has an English-related job at a bank. He was looking at me too closely @ how I blog. I am tired of anyone getting upset if I curse. They are acting like I did it.. That is serious and bad.
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If you think since 2005 I want to be closer to anyone in my family in a certain way.. you are wrong. I mean I am a mature young person.
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Monday, January 6, 2014

SINCE WHEN

could pop singers do voiceover??
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Why do you think it is too late to do something right?
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Issue

Ellen is not like..I'm not being a meanie! She is being sadistic. I have an idea @ what I mean by sadistic. It's a fact she wants accepted. HA!
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Why do you -whoever..- continue to gape @ me @ having a little brother, cousin, and a child star I like? That's not connected to an agreement. What is so disagreeable @ how I act??
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Sigh

I am getting more messages.. You try- I forget. Try to communicate?
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So, this is really a punishment? Too bad, I don't see anyone else putting up with this.
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I'm not sneering.. LOL
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Got a problem w/the English language??
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What is your problem? Another thing @ my future daughter..birth? I am always nice and you all are mean and uncaring @ the world. This lady just brought up my birth. What is your problem? I can see the smirking. Do you have an issue??
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I was feeling tested and felt something I didn't think.

Also, my therapist was the 1 who was off but OK meeting..
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Why is my dad in my life in a negative way?

You should stop punishing me when bad words come up to me.
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They won't stop.
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They won't stop.
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