Saturday, February 22, 2014

All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.
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So

Ellen is spoiling just Bella.
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So

Well, I am happy for Bella. :). She looks so contnented and stuff. Ellen is prob mad @ me some, too.
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Friday, February 21, 2014

BUT

What happens to us?
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As far as life goes

Ellen has to care @ herself being famous--
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Suddenly ppl r crazy @ me stomping my foot or someone doesn't like me.
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So

Is Ellen opposite online? Someone out to get us outside of the show?
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Do you fall in love w/ppl or just generations?
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I sit alone in front.
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Who did this to us?
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I sit alone in front.
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Question

Is Ellen more tired of me as a person than Bella for good?? They let Bella do what she wants and then give her what I deserve.

Also, my dad doesn't care @ any of my feelings and acts like he's telling me something when uninvited and wants to pretend to save me. I am not an airhead of a Barrett-Barber. I feel I am being told I'm something I shouldn't be.
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I sit alone in front.
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I sit alone in front.
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I sit alone in front.
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I saw Pompeii with my dad.
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The worst part of the day was my passing thought at a peak of violence in a bubbly symbolly way.
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I feel so tired I might die. Not like sleepy tired. I just feel that borderline feel. Every once in awhile it comes. I need rest. Too much alert reaction etc. Like me not feeling in the groove.. My mom wants me to volunteer. Then, I can make money in something that fits, part time. My mom thinks I'm set needing medicine.
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How much secret attention or time does a mixed race offspring get from its own dad?
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