Thursday, January 30, 2014

Issue

Ginny is the desperate 1. If she is sending these original offenses.
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Time 2 Sing
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Finished

Old Key West-
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Pizza @ Rainforest Cafe
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Listening to Ballet

Why do people in offbeat traditions try to destroy the big things like ballet? Like act like they are better, like they fixed some thing that was wrong?
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Sorry I was woken up and felt crazy. Guess I'll just go along.
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Wednesday, January 29, 2014

You pretend I have hidden desires in ^coming out^.
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Why are my relatives now on top of me, certain 1s? What did I do??
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These people all treat me like I'm insuperior racially and want me to feel m..
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So

Who is Ellen waiting for? No one cares @ having a funny feeling for her mom cuz she's torturing someone who's nice. YOU CAN'T DO THAT. You made your mom mean for me.. I didn't mean anything bad. HA!
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Problem

Ellen was mean 1st. Stop suggesting things you liar to others who are nice to me.
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A bald guy like my dad's dad was in there and said nigger.. get Ellen to stop. I don't take yo jokes! DID YA HEAR!! No, I don't mean literally. Go m.. Chloe Moretz who wants it. Stop telling me farmers are shit, you hick or whatever!
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This lady came in and thinks I need a lesson. No, others were mean to me, 1st.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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Tuesday, January 28, 2014

There's a guy being mean to me.
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My mom is being as ridiculous to threaten my future daughter generationwise. 911
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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My mom is driving funnily.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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I'll try to ignore ppl, but they hurt me it seems.
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So

This is a big thing, someone is flailing @ all over my life. Supposedly people are preplotting thru others to hurt me. They can be wrong.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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Problem

There's a guy shaking that Ellen put there!!
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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There's a guy being mean to me.
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O No

Sorry to that lady who made me think of a word.
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Do you realize how crappy it can make you to be like illegally mean to me?
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What if I don't agree I need medication? What if I acquired a disorder?
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This group is pointless. They should have things written before.
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Problem

Ellen is messing with my next group!! Via my mom!
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Monday, January 27, 2014

Old post
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The leaders treat us like we are stupid.
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What Got Me Mad

I'm big on being active and I land in a support group.
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Look next to me-

Do you prefer king size or-
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Problem

I will not listen to Ellen thinking she can influence my time here.
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Even not encountering with my mom I'd be upset. This shit is always bc of Tim Burton. I will suggest it @ Johnny Depp today if I get a chance. These people are not very sharp. I think I lost for now the paper painting my room. I'm an adult. These people are nothing to me.
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So

So you gonna get mad at "Miss" Ellen for suggesting something, too?
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What's this, stupid shit. Orlando.
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That lady is so mad she wants to kill me. I'm sitting turned aside. I'm listening to music. These shit people think.. Someone told me they could hear my music. Guess that's how the van drivers heard?? No one told me, of course.
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These people here are so annoying. Stop trying to speak to me. Leave me alone! Ya'll are gay and stupid.
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Wonder Wut

I wonder what Tim Burton did this time! Orlando also! What perverts! I was the piano recital type!! You selfish beasts! YOU ALL RUINED THE WORLD!
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You all think there was something wrong with her as an excuse but are wrong - drunkards!!
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You would never put Orla Fallon with these stupid people. You're so drunk you think I was the 1 who was just shit.
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I feel like I just keep getting upset and that it makes people think I messed up and what would fix my mood is not things like taking time to go to these groups. The auditions were bad enough it seems. Lots of people keep going back. It's things like happening to instead pay for something like ballet or who knows what activity. I thought bad things but didn't tell you.
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OK I should have known my mood was bad.. problems with my mom and anger. I didn't say anything.
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There are pix of other races and 1 with mixed race looks a little black.
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I'm tired of coming home and having to m.. For you every night you sicko!

These groups are stupid shit, too. I wanna have fun. I don't wanna be involved over the next months.
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Those ladies are never no better! The ones in charge. No older adults.
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You guys made me agitated. Why don't you just figure out what is okay or not? You don't know. Stop saying I am like a person with a problem someone else I work with has!! STUPID.
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Finally here can leave my mom. What if I couldn't sometime?? This group is shit.
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The girls with down syndrome are not that nice. The group is stupid.
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My therapist should be a student in this group. So should Ellen. I don't wanna go to your shit group. BYE.
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STOP you are the 1 who is not safe @ down syndrome.
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Those girls with down syndrome - no I am not into the kind of thing.
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Problems

Ellen is a liar, maybe, the experimenters think I don't deserve my own mom and our relationship is not right. I'm going to a group my therapist said to attend til May.. Don't like the people..
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My mom won't stop being mean in how she acts.
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Thursday, January 23, 2014

What if I did ballet and gymnastics? That's for the reeally quiet type!
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Doesn't the fate of the ^19-year-olds^ rest on you so I can go @ this life?
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Well

I admit I'm fat, but do you have to blame me or was it meant to be that way?
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Well, I just saw some nice bigger girls come out.

I also realized right away the experiment against me performing.
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Everyone @ Disney knows I have "it."
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Shouldn't ballet dancers have tendered grayish honey hair??
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What color should my hair be and what should a gymnast appear to be? I also love ballet, dancing to music. I'd rather not be fat. I wanna be athletic and not do soccer professionally. I respect its offerings but everything is too much.. I like playing sports with friends I don't have.
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I'm dead, anyway!!
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Is it gay to ice skate today? It is for up to age 18-ish.. I got scared of gymnastics after from 1 3/4 to turning 9. What have you found out?? That's what I picked up..
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Question

Does Ellen want prestige for herself or someone else-

And what of the fact of how I didn't make it but am better off attractively, no offense to any one..
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It appears your secret wish to disclude me had to come true, just disclude me.
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So, life is @ the right to think @ something professionally and be talented privately/personally. Why do you support the Mother of God freaks of nature? LOL

I obviously like to just lower myself in life and have fun like minimum wage workers.
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So, how is Tinkerbell @ Disney World/Land a dancing-interest role.. What @ multi-talented people who did not compete at a dance school?? I just did some ballet I could take.
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It's funny when people judge you by popularity and worth without talking to you. You know there is no such thing. Life is intellectual. I know I made sacrifices for others's mistakes.
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They got serious dainty, thin and short girls.
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I kept acting like I didn't wanna make it.
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If a bad and good person say or do the same bad thing, I would put the hatred on the bad 1 more. Most people are the opposite.
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Auditions

I wasn't quite able to make it. My face is too fat.
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Saturday, January 18, 2014

I was wondering if a person was sent to suggest my dad should be colored but Latino.
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Tall People

are thin cuz they got a lot to do.
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Issue

Most people think I'm fine. Not Ellen, Depp, it seemed.. Ginny thinks she's better..
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How am I an annoying personality? I talk a lot.
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Ate a hot dog last night, put me to bed.
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Should I wear my hat?? I don't look good with no hair..
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Well, folks.

I realize that I have a lot of exercise to do.. auditions this Thursday. I have to keep it up to look normal- What is going on with ya'll? =]

=[ I got upset again and like a bot curse words came. I didn't want them to.. =I
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Dream

I was kissing Ellen's feet and asking if she was actually okay @ something or just in general, like I felt she was a bot from Futurama. :( Anyway, her mom's lastname as Jewish, they are Caucasian. She didn't know! She was alone on a bench.
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A girl just biked past and acted like I wasn't good, but she's younger and looks accepted, comfortable, and very pleased and happy about herself..
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Why does it hurt you so much to admit I'm so white?
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Friday, January 17, 2014

Problems a Lot

Ellen laughed and mocked someone at the Golden Globes and needs my dad in a writing job for no good reason. Ellen, I don't care, but my dad is also annoying me and it makes me uncomfortable. It's getting worse. Why should I care @ these people? Why are they nice. To everyone else?
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Cold again..
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Thursday, January 16, 2014

If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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Saturday, January 11, 2014

So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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Thursday, January 9, 2014

Question

Why aren't Richard Carpenter's kids like exactly like he was? It seems from the mom.
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Tuesday, January 7, 2014

My life of caring for me as a young person totally ended with Tim Burton, who I like a lot.
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Well..

.My dad has an English-related job at a bank. He was looking at me too closely @ how I blog. I am tired of anyone getting upset if I curse. They are acting like I did it.. That is serious and bad.
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If you think since 2005 I want to be closer to anyone in my family in a certain way.. you are wrong. I mean I am a mature young person.
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Monday, January 6, 2014

SINCE WHEN

could pop singers do voiceover??
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Why do you think it is too late to do something right?
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Issue

Ellen is not like..I'm not being a meanie! She is being sadistic. I have an idea @ what I mean by sadistic. It's a fact she wants accepted. HA!
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