What's this, stupid shit. Orlando.
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That lady is so mad she wants to kill me. I'm sitting turned aside. I'm listening to music. These shit people think.. Someone told me they could hear my music. Guess that's how the van drivers heard?? No one told me, of course.
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These people here are so annoying. Stop trying to speak to me. Leave me alone! Ya'll are gay and stupid.
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Wonder Wut

I wonder what Tim Burton did this time! Orlando also! What perverts! I was the piano recital type!! You selfish beasts! YOU ALL RUINED THE WORLD!
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You all think there was something wrong with her as an excuse but are wrong - drunkards!!
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You would never put Orla Fallon with these stupid people. You're so drunk you think I was the 1 who was just shit.
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I feel like I just keep getting upset and that it makes people think I messed up and what would fix my mood is not things like taking time to go to these groups. The auditions were bad enough it seems. Lots of people keep going back. It's things like happening to instead pay for something like ballet or who knows what activity. I thought bad things but didn't tell you.
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OK I should have known my mood was bad.. problems with my mom and anger. I didn't say anything.
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There are pix of other races and 1 with mixed race looks a little black.
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I'm tired of coming home and having to m.. For you every night you sicko!

These groups are stupid shit, too. I wanna have fun. I don't wanna be involved over the next months.
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Those ladies are never no better! The ones in charge. No older adults.
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You guys made me agitated. Why don't you just figure out what is okay or not? You don't know. Stop saying I am like a person with a problem someone else I work with has!! STUPID.
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Finally here can leave my mom. What if I couldn't sometime?? This group is shit.
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The girls with down syndrome are not that nice. The group is stupid.
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My therapist should be a student in this group. So should Ellen. I don't wanna go to your shit group. BYE.
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STOP you are the 1 who is not safe @ down syndrome.
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Those girls with down syndrome - no I am not into the kind of thing.
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Problems

Ellen is a liar, maybe, the experimenters think I don't deserve my own mom and our relationship is not right. I'm going to a group my therapist said to attend til May.. Don't like the people..
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My mom won't stop being mean in how she acts.
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What if I did ballet and gymnastics? That's for the reeally quiet type!
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Doesn't the fate of the ^19-year-olds^ rest on you so I can go @ this life?
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Well

I admit I'm fat, but do you have to blame me or was it meant to be that way?
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Well, I just saw some nice bigger girls come out.

I also realized right away the experiment against me performing.
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Everyone @ Disney knows I have "it."
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Shouldn't ballet dancers have tendered grayish honey hair??
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What color should my hair be and what should a gymnast appear to be? I also love ballet, dancing to music. I'd rather not be fat. I wanna be athletic and not do soccer professionally. I respect its offerings but everything is too much.. I like playing sports with friends I don't have.
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I'm dead, anyway!!
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Is it gay to ice skate today? It is for up to age 18-ish.. I got scared of gymnastics after from 1 3/4 to turning 9. What have you found out?? That's what I picked up..
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Question

Does Ellen want prestige for herself or someone else-

And what of the fact of how I didn't make it but am better off attractively, no offense to any one..
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It appears your secret wish to disclude me had to come true, just disclude me.
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So, life is @ the right to think @ something professionally and be talented privately/personally. Why do you support the Mother of God freaks of nature? LOL

I obviously like to just lower myself in life and have fun like minimum wage workers.
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So, how is Tinkerbell @ Disney World/Land a dancing-interest role.. What @ multi-talented people who did not compete at a dance school?? I just did some ballet I could take.
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It's funny when people judge you by popularity and worth without talking to you. You know there is no such thing. Life is intellectual. I know I made sacrifices for others's mistakes.
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They got serious dainty, thin and short girls.
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I kept acting like I didn't wanna make it.
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If a bad and good person say or do the same bad thing, I would put the hatred on the bad 1 more. Most people are the opposite.
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Auditions

I wasn't quite able to make it. My face is too fat.
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I was wondering if a person was sent to suggest my dad should be colored but Latino.
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Tall People

are thin cuz they got a lot to do.
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Issue

Most people think I'm fine. Not Ellen, Depp, it seemed.. Ginny thinks she's better..
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How am I an annoying personality? I talk a lot.
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Ate a hot dog last night, put me to bed.
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Should I wear my hat?? I don't look good with no hair..
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Well, folks.

I realize that I have a lot of exercise to do.. auditions this Thursday. I have to keep it up to look normal- What is going on with ya'll? =]

=[ I got upset again and like a bot curse words came. I didn't want them to.. =I
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Dream

I was kissing Ellen's feet and asking if she was actually okay @ something or just in general, like I felt she was a bot from Futurama. :( Anyway, her mom's lastname as Jewish, they are Caucasian. She didn't know! She was alone on a bench.
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A girl just biked past and acted like I wasn't good, but she's younger and looks accepted, comfortable, and very pleased and happy about herself..
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Why does it hurt you so much to admit I'm so white?
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Problems a Lot

Ellen laughed and mocked someone at the Golden Globes and needs my dad in a writing job for no good reason. Ellen, I don't care, but my dad is also annoying me and it makes me uncomfortable. It's getting worse. Why should I care @ these people? Why are they nice. To everyone else?
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Cold again..
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If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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Question

Why aren't Richard Carpenter's kids like exactly like he was? It seems from the mom.
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My life of caring for me as a young person totally ended with Tim Burton, who I like a lot.
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Well..

.My dad has an English-related job at a bank. He was looking at me too closely @ how I blog. I am tired of anyone getting upset if I curse. They are acting like I did it.. That is serious and bad.
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If you think since 2005 I want to be closer to anyone in my family in a certain way.. you are wrong. I mean I am a mature young person.
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SINCE WHEN

could pop singers do voiceover??
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Why do you think it is too late to do something right?
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Issue

Ellen is not like..I'm not being a meanie! She is being sadistic. I have an idea @ what I mean by sadistic. It's a fact she wants accepted. HA!
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Why do you -whoever..- continue to gape @ me @ having a little brother, cousin, and a child star I like? That's not connected to an agreement. What is so disagreeable @ how I act??
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Sigh

I am getting more messages.. You try- I forget. Try to communicate?
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So, this is really a punishment? Too bad, I don't see anyone else putting up with this.
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I'm not sneering.. LOL
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Got a problem w/the English language??
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What is your problem? Another thing @ my future daughter..birth? I am always nice and you all are mean and uncaring @ the world. This lady just brought up my birth. What is your problem? I can see the smirking. Do you have an issue??
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I was feeling tested and felt something I didn't think.

Also, my therapist was the 1 who was off but OK meeting..
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Why is my dad in my life in a negative way?

You should stop punishing me when bad words come up to me.
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They won't stop.
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They won't stop.
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Question

So what, Ellen is pushing aside messages she thinks she gives? She says she needs to train me and meant nothing. What does she do? If she stays in the box is her decision.

Also, my therapist seems to be upsetting me. I just don't wanna listen to insults via noises.
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Jackie Evancho, glad everyone likes her!
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Maybe you think you caught me, but it's hard to function.. bad thought..
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I go to have a good time and you always "make a poop."
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You all go coocoo (no offense) like my mom If any little thing is a trouble. Leave me be!
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Cont.

What did I do? Tim Burton changed everyone. I am still me. Have fun with your friends, now.
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He won't stop, he's hurting me and acts like I did something if I say so. What's this you can ruin my whiteness? What, Renee Fleming and Sarah Brightman like Jackie Evancho just against me? *Beep* They are my parental age. ':(
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He won't stop/shut up..
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He's the one ruining the trip. I have no one.
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So, why are these guys thinking they can trash me for my race and suggest I am worthless?
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Why do you always act like I did something?
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More

I know I am not "just" a singer.. What @ movies by Tim Burton that are more classical? What is there for someone my age and high artistic skill?
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I already asked you what your problems are. What more to say?
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He won't stop! What is his problem? I didn't do anything. My head has a knot. What if I died?
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My dad asked to do something he doesn't usually do.
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Why do you all keep acting like I'm bad? Also, he made my eyes pop out and it's harder to read/see!!
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My dad is driving funny and won't seem to stop.
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Pray for my dad he made me mad.. I don't wanna think @ stuff.

Some lady acted like I wasn't white but was unfortunate aesthetically.
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Everyone here is. Being mean to me cuz of something my dad did, just got upset at my being intelligent.
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I was taunted.
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Problem

Ellen IS making people mad at me. How can I even forgive you? I didn't do anything..
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I got 2 self-help new books and 1 from 2010 on Florida supernatural activity. A little light to read, tabs, stuffed caterpillar bookmark @ $5.. A BN membership, saved $6.
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I just watched a movie, Paranormal Activity,' and there was a guy with a clipboard on the side behind me. I heard clicking in the theater, and I told the workers. There were a couple clicks when it was over. Ellen did something @ being affected in a "strange" way .. like the guy at the theater. STOP TALKING. Like if you talk a long time to someone. I had to be mean to people funning @ me for it. I hope I didn't hurt the girl with the young gramma. I don't want these weird tabboos. That's why I leave people.
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Good News

Started my song, have staff paper.. It's EXCELLENT looked up and know how to sell on YouTube.
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I wanna be famous myself.
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Dream

I pulled something like wooden string through like by my pointer finger right through.

Bought Let It Go from Frozen..
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Bought Keep Calm and Carry a Big Drink
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I am my own person. No one tells me what to do. I am usually pretty good, I'd wager. I wanted an outlet and think exercise is a quelling thing.
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I feel so punished. What can I dream @? I wonder what I lost, a peace of mind and opportunity to calm down? It was only yesterday.
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