Thursday, January 23, 2014

If a bad and good person say or do the same bad thing, I would put the hatred on the bad 1 more. Most people are the opposite.
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Auditions

I wasn't quite able to make it. My face is too fat.
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Saturday, January 18, 2014

I was wondering if a person was sent to suggest my dad should be colored but Latino.
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Tall People

are thin cuz they got a lot to do.
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Issue

Most people think I'm fine. Not Ellen, Depp, it seemed.. Ginny thinks she's better..
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How am I an annoying personality? I talk a lot.
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Ate a hot dog last night, put me to bed.
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Should I wear my hat?? I don't look good with no hair..
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Well, folks.

I realize that I have a lot of exercise to do.. auditions this Thursday. I have to keep it up to look normal- What is going on with ya'll? =]

=[ I got upset again and like a bot curse words came. I didn't want them to.. =I
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Dream

I was kissing Ellen's feet and asking if she was actually okay @ something or just in general, like I felt she was a bot from Futurama. :( Anyway, her mom's lastname as Jewish, they are Caucasian. She didn't know! She was alone on a bench.
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A girl just biked past and acted like I wasn't good, but she's younger and looks accepted, comfortable, and very pleased and happy about herself..
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Why does it hurt you so much to admit I'm so white?
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Friday, January 17, 2014

Problems a Lot

Ellen laughed and mocked someone at the Golden Globes and needs my dad in a writing job for no good reason. Ellen, I don't care, but my dad is also annoying me and it makes me uncomfortable. It's getting worse. Why should I care @ these people? Why are they nice. To everyone else?
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Cold again..
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Thursday, January 16, 2014

If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.
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Saturday, January 11, 2014

So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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So, my mom expects me to resemble my dad in a bad way?
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Thursday, January 9, 2014

Question

Why aren't Richard Carpenter's kids like exactly like he was? It seems from the mom.
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Tuesday, January 7, 2014

My life of caring for me as a young person totally ended with Tim Burton, who I like a lot.
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Well..

.My dad has an English-related job at a bank. He was looking at me too closely @ how I blog. I am tired of anyone getting upset if I curse. They are acting like I did it.. That is serious and bad.
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If you think since 2005 I want to be closer to anyone in my family in a certain way.. you are wrong. I mean I am a mature young person.
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Monday, January 6, 2014

SINCE WHEN

could pop singers do voiceover??
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Why do you think it is too late to do something right?
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Issue

Ellen is not like..I'm not being a meanie! She is being sadistic. I have an idea @ what I mean by sadistic. It's a fact she wants accepted. HA!
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Why do you -whoever..- continue to gape @ me @ having a little brother, cousin, and a child star I like? That's not connected to an agreement. What is so disagreeable @ how I act??
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Sigh

I am getting more messages.. You try- I forget. Try to communicate?
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So, this is really a punishment? Too bad, I don't see anyone else putting up with this.
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I'm not sneering.. LOL
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Got a problem w/the English language??
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What is your problem? Another thing @ my future daughter..birth? I am always nice and you all are mean and uncaring @ the world. This lady just brought up my birth. What is your problem? I can see the smirking. Do you have an issue??
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I was feeling tested and felt something I didn't think.

Also, my therapist was the 1 who was off but OK meeting..
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Why is my dad in my life in a negative way?

You should stop punishing me when bad words come up to me.
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They won't stop.
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They won't stop.
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Question

So what, Ellen is pushing aside messages she thinks she gives? She says she needs to train me and meant nothing. What does she do? If she stays in the box is her decision.

Also, my therapist seems to be upsetting me. I just don't wanna listen to insults via noises.
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Sunday, January 5, 2014

Jackie Evancho, glad everyone likes her!
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Maybe you think you caught me, but it's hard to function.. bad thought..
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I go to have a good time and you always "make a poop."
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You all go coocoo (no offense) like my mom If any little thing is a trouble. Leave me be!
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Cont.

What did I do? Tim Burton changed everyone. I am still me. Have fun with your friends, now.
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He won't stop, he's hurting me and acts like I did something if I say so. What's this you can ruin my whiteness? What, Renee Fleming and Sarah Brightman like Jackie Evancho just against me? *Beep* They are my parental age. ':(
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He won't stop/shut up..
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He's the one ruining the trip. I have no one.
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So, why are these guys thinking they can trash me for my race and suggest I am worthless?
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Why do you always act like I did something?
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More

I know I am not "just" a singer.. What @ movies by Tim Burton that are more classical? What is there for someone my age and high artistic skill?
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I already asked you what your problems are. What more to say?
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He won't stop! What is his problem? I didn't do anything. My head has a knot. What if I died?
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My dad asked to do something he doesn't usually do.
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Why do you all keep acting like I'm bad? Also, he made my eyes pop out and it's harder to read/see!!
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My dad is driving funny and won't seem to stop.
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Pray for my dad he made me mad.. I don't wanna think @ stuff.

Some lady acted like I wasn't white but was unfortunate aesthetically.
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Everyone here is. Being mean to me cuz of something my dad did, just got upset at my being intelligent.
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Saturday, January 4, 2014

I was taunted.
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Problem

Ellen IS making people mad at me. How can I even forgive you? I didn't do anything..
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Friday, January 3, 2014

I got 2 self-help new books and 1 from 2010 on Florida supernatural activity. A little light to read, tabs, stuffed caterpillar bookmark @ $5.. A BN membership, saved $6.
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I just watched a movie, Paranormal Activity,' and there was a guy with a clipboard on the side behind me. I heard clicking in the theater, and I told the workers. There were a couple clicks when it was over. Ellen did something @ being affected in a "strange" way .. like the guy at the theater. STOP TALKING. Like if you talk a long time to someone. I had to be mean to people funning @ me for it. I hope I didn't hurt the girl with the young gramma. I don't want these weird tabboos. That's why I leave people.
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Good News

Started my song, have staff paper.. It's EXCELLENT looked up and know how to sell on YouTube.
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I wanna be famous myself.
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Dream

I pulled something like wooden string through like by my pointer finger right through.

Bought Let It Go from Frozen..
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Bought Keep Calm and Carry a Big Drink
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I am my own person. No one tells me what to do. I am usually pretty good, I'd wager. I wanted an outlet and think exercise is a quelling thing.
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I feel so punished. What can I dream @? I wonder what I lost, a peace of mind and opportunity to calm down? It was only yesterday.
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013

If..

Karen Carpenter needed her 1950s raising, why not kids?
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Are white people just animals?
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If..

If Karen Carpenter were alive, what color would you be?
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If laughing is crying, what's a giggly grin?
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Got a vegan bible and outfit. The bus squeaked loudly and I was defiant.
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Problem

Thanks to Tim Burton, I can't seem to go anywhere in peace. Why can other people?
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Monday, December 30, 2013

On the rolling thing, I dell on my head on purpose. Surprise!
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WOW

My Indian doctor paused for the moment and the owl sanitizer key chain tumbled down my backpack.
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My Research

My mind may be deceitful.

Karen Carpenter should not be dead of old age like with me.
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I feel bored w/nothing to do. I should be getting a call to volunteer and am applying for some performance roles. Movies that pay and Disney World. I'm used to being active. I took a break and regained fuel.
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I forgot to bring part of my camera.
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Gymnastics

In there @ an hour.
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What's all this Japanese shit floating in the air that I can't have a life and make choices like all past generations have with the flowering of more technology?
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Would you say ah've "used 'up?'" LOL
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I'm reading a psychology book where the author's daughter said I thought at 1st that it was senseless for the daughter to worry.. the daughter was worried and the author-dad knew it was senseless to worry.. He made the daughter carry a brick @ all day + in her backpack. He thought the funny thing was the friend asking why. He was like wow just imagine that. I don't find this well.. It's not a big deal like that.
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We all adjust hair and things from when we started.

I need to reduce stress. And take out my contacts.

@ Disney is annoying kids taking away from the experience.

People thing I'm a snot for wanting to be perfect or good. Then, they complain @ it.

The theaters are annoying during break.
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Sunday, December 29, 2013

Just think I must be lazy and dislike it?
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Are you niggers? You think I can't sing?
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Stereotypes don't want their stereotype. Also, gorillas are brunettes.
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Does

Does Sarah Brightman have a problem?? Nothing her way?
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Why did people have kids who don't look like adults, yet?? Little sister is over here.
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People were being pushy and mellow at the ticket place.. This is danger. A white older guy but with blonde hair pushed in front of me like I was the problem in school @ being white. I said "move" to a Latino, worried @ my safety.
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Saturday, December 28, 2013

Question

Does Tim Burton care if I die?
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Wouldn't I know the secret of the Chinese?
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You care @ other young people.
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Are you stuck, with your family, too?
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I was tired going out for something that makes sense, and I was bothered.
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Friday, December 27, 2013

I overheard other girls seen Frozen a lot
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I got some gray pants and a personality classic book. Classic types..
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Chicfila outside.. Maybe a movie Ferozen
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Why

are men so gay? Vanessa Paradis had a nice young boy with Johnny Depp.
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Why

Why is Olivia Newton-John so prissy??
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So, why don't we all forget @ this "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" shit? LOL
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Question

Could Tim Burton k*** Karen Catpenter? No offense..
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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Wow, what upset this pathetic holiday?
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