Monday, January 6, 2014

Why do you -whoever..- continue to gape @ me @ having a little brother, cousin, and a child star I like? That's not connected to an agreement. What is so disagreeable @ how I act??
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Sigh

I am getting more messages.. You try- I forget. Try to communicate?
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So, this is really a punishment? Too bad, I don't see anyone else putting up with this.
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I'm not sneering.. LOL
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Got a problem w/the English language??
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What is your problem? Another thing @ my future daughter..birth? I am always nice and you all are mean and uncaring @ the world. This lady just brought up my birth. What is your problem? I can see the smirking. Do you have an issue??
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I was feeling tested and felt something I didn't think.

Also, my therapist was the 1 who was off but OK meeting..
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Why is my dad in my life in a negative way?

You should stop punishing me when bad words come up to me.
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They won't stop.
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They won't stop.
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Question

So what, Ellen is pushing aside messages she thinks she gives? She says she needs to train me and meant nothing. What does she do? If she stays in the box is her decision.

Also, my therapist seems to be upsetting me. I just don't wanna listen to insults via noises.
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Sunday, January 5, 2014

Jackie Evancho, glad everyone likes her!
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Maybe you think you caught me, but it's hard to function.. bad thought..
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I go to have a good time and you always "make a poop."
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You all go coocoo (no offense) like my mom If any little thing is a trouble. Leave me be!
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Cont.

What did I do? Tim Burton changed everyone. I am still me. Have fun with your friends, now.
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He won't stop, he's hurting me and acts like I did something if I say so. What's this you can ruin my whiteness? What, Renee Fleming and Sarah Brightman like Jackie Evancho just against me? *Beep* They are my parental age. ':(
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He won't stop/shut up..
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He's the one ruining the trip. I have no one.
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So, why are these guys thinking they can trash me for my race and suggest I am worthless?
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Why do you always act like I did something?
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More

I know I am not "just" a singer.. What @ movies by Tim Burton that are more classical? What is there for someone my age and high artistic skill?
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I already asked you what your problems are. What more to say?
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He won't stop! What is his problem? I didn't do anything. My head has a knot. What if I died?
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My dad asked to do something he doesn't usually do.
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Why do you all keep acting like I'm bad? Also, he made my eyes pop out and it's harder to read/see!!
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My dad is driving funny and won't seem to stop.
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Pray for my dad he made me mad.. I don't wanna think @ stuff.

Some lady acted like I wasn't white but was unfortunate aesthetically.
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Everyone here is. Being mean to me cuz of something my dad did, just got upset at my being intelligent.
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Saturday, January 4, 2014

I was taunted.
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Problem

Ellen IS making people mad at me. How can I even forgive you? I didn't do anything..
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Friday, January 3, 2014

I got 2 self-help new books and 1 from 2010 on Florida supernatural activity. A little light to read, tabs, stuffed caterpillar bookmark @ $5.. A BN membership, saved $6.
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I just watched a movie, Paranormal Activity,' and there was a guy with a clipboard on the side behind me. I heard clicking in the theater, and I told the workers. There were a couple clicks when it was over. Ellen did something @ being affected in a "strange" way .. like the guy at the theater. STOP TALKING. Like if you talk a long time to someone. I had to be mean to people funning @ me for it. I hope I didn't hurt the girl with the young gramma. I don't want these weird tabboos. That's why I leave people.
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Good News

Started my song, have staff paper.. It's EXCELLENT looked up and know how to sell on YouTube.
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I wanna be famous myself.
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Dream

I pulled something like wooden string through like by my pointer finger right through.

Bought Let It Go from Frozen..
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Bought Keep Calm and Carry a Big Drink
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I am my own person. No one tells me what to do. I am usually pretty good, I'd wager. I wanted an outlet and think exercise is a quelling thing.
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I feel so punished. What can I dream @? I wonder what I lost, a peace of mind and opportunity to calm down? It was only yesterday.
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013

If..

Karen Carpenter needed her 1950s raising, why not kids?
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Are white people just animals?
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If..

If Karen Carpenter were alive, what color would you be?
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If laughing is crying, what's a giggly grin?
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Got a vegan bible and outfit. The bus squeaked loudly and I was defiant.
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Problem

Thanks to Tim Burton, I can't seem to go anywhere in peace. Why can other people?
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Monday, December 30, 2013

On the rolling thing, I dell on my head on purpose. Surprise!
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WOW

My Indian doctor paused for the moment and the owl sanitizer key chain tumbled down my backpack.
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My Research

My mind may be deceitful.

Karen Carpenter should not be dead of old age like with me.
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I feel bored w/nothing to do. I should be getting a call to volunteer and am applying for some performance roles. Movies that pay and Disney World. I'm used to being active. I took a break and regained fuel.
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I forgot to bring part of my camera.
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Gymnastics

In there @ an hour.
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What's all this Japanese shit floating in the air that I can't have a life and make choices like all past generations have with the flowering of more technology?
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Would you say ah've "used 'up?'" LOL
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I'm reading a psychology book where the author's daughter said I thought at 1st that it was senseless for the daughter to worry.. the daughter was worried and the author-dad knew it was senseless to worry.. He made the daughter carry a brick @ all day + in her backpack. He thought the funny thing was the friend asking why. He was like wow just imagine that. I don't find this well.. It's not a big deal like that.
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We all adjust hair and things from when we started.

I need to reduce stress. And take out my contacts.

@ Disney is annoying kids taking away from the experience.

People thing I'm a snot for wanting to be perfect or good. Then, they complain @ it.

The theaters are annoying during break.
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Sunday, December 29, 2013

Just think I must be lazy and dislike it?
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Are you niggers? You think I can't sing?
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Stereotypes don't want their stereotype. Also, gorillas are brunettes.
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Does

Does Sarah Brightman have a problem?? Nothing her way?
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Why did people have kids who don't look like adults, yet?? Little sister is over here.
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People were being pushy and mellow at the ticket place.. This is danger. A white older guy but with blonde hair pushed in front of me like I was the problem in school @ being white. I said "move" to a Latino, worried @ my safety.
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Saturday, December 28, 2013

Question

Does Tim Burton care if I die?
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Wouldn't I know the secret of the Chinese?
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You care @ other young people.
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Are you stuck, with your family, too?
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I was tired going out for something that makes sense, and I was bothered.
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Friday, December 27, 2013

I overheard other girls seen Frozen a lot
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I got some gray pants and a personality classic book. Classic types..
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Chicfila outside.. Maybe a movie Ferozen
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Why

are men so gay? Vanessa Paradis had a nice young boy with Johnny Depp.
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Why

Why is Olivia Newton-John so prissy??
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So, why don't we all forget @ this "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" shit? LOL
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Question

Could Tim Burton k*** Karen Catpenter? No offense..
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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Wow, what upset this pathetic holiday?
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Monday, December 23, 2013

Question

Why does Ellen care @ mean people? Wait, what was I gonna say? What did I do? She likes people who don't talk much unless it's on 1 of her shows or episodes on TV. I don't think I was rude, not just now, too. Maybe, she is just attacking me on purpose. I am not Non-European-liking. So what?
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Why does it matter? I forget what it was.. She keeps funning @ age. I will never let her make me seem too old to be her kid and it's just to be mean. She is like 55.
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Question

Why is Ellen suggesting things that don't have a reason and taunting us @ not having kids?
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Apology

Sorry if I seemed rude to Ellen. Same for others.
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There's a picture of a boy on the bus with reddish blonde hair naked, English-looking, thought of Karen Carpenter and all the magic left. Also a highlighted brunette naked revealing some less.
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Don't Worry

Nothing beat Karen Carpenter, but I will.

Worry ruins hair.
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Is it that confusing to you.. what you think people who make a statement are not good enough?
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How weird is it that instead of even being my friend.. you all kill me saying I'm sweet, shy, quiet, and to get outta my shell a lot, too.. then how much you hated shy people.. doubting my talent now.. only bc of things like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory to pretend I'm bad?
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Staying Young

No one does anything here.
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I'm mad.

I have 3 shows to catch up on but have the holidays to do it. It's too much cuz I never feel good. I am so accomplished talent-wise and got kicked out for nothing. And I don't mean Ginny in Orlando.
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I got so upset I turned the show off. She just plays around and wants to push us. I was always considered likeable. She's taken in by little Timmy Burton. I don't enjoy her like saying I have to wanna watch something like that or something like that. I feel made fun of for someone such as me liking her. Well, actually, you see, I am gonna have an internet show and even painting my garage now..
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Question

Ellen, why do you just act sarcastic @ me? I only get mad if someone does something to me.
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I got Fructis Frizz and dry hair shampoo, conditioner, and leave in conditioner.
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Got off the wrong bus-
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Caucasian adults are so suicidal or submissive. Like you know attractive adults who are Caucasian. There's no one "all there," like as in the Cheshire Cat, for me.
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Sunday, December 22, 2013

What if in some way I was like my mom but with the good strong parts of my dad?
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Does..

So, does Ellen really teach people to withstand a pointless life?
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Saturday, December 21, 2013

The Beach

Would love to live in Miami Beach.
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It's hard to accomplish these days even when sacrificing, thought anything was possible.
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Grotesque Figures he he he

Ellen thinks she's pointedly nice but makes intrusively constructed jokes. Like little messages you get, like that don't make sense to a lot of people, like oh you're bad or Christina is bad.. she is the 1 who is working out this morning and yadada. I was wondering how she's "all polite" if she claims to do these 2 different things.
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Life was so perfect @ 16. Too bad for courses in lecture and reading.
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I brought the wrong card to 711.
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Hunger

Karen Carpenter would be hungry for my attractiveness.
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Whaa

Karen Carpenter died from being too small and short and young.
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Well Wishes

I hope Ginny is doing well.
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Thursday, December 19, 2013

If..

If Nell Burton is now born, why diminish other young adults's reputation?
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